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(8:56 pm PT) - meme-tiem
[link] - (groggy)

Tagged by Mina: Sometimes it's okay to pimp yourself out. Post a list of your top five fics favorite you've written, regardless of fandom or the reason you love them. This isn't about the BEST things you've written, but what you LOVE most. Then tag five other people to do the same.

I'm not listing these in any particular order, just know they're somewhere in the top five.

Finding Forgiveness (PW: Nick/Klav) - I don't know why I like it, I just do. Okay, maybe because I always seem to go for those hardly considered, let alone written for pairings, so when I see something, even if it's my own doing, well beggars can't be choosers. That and I think these two are the best to run through the emotional wringer. Oh yeah, this, not finished. I'm still writing on it.

Sophisticated Fools (PW: Phoenix/Miles) - I like this for a few reasons, but mostly because 1. It's a PW fic, my first even. 2. I was afraid I'd forgotten how to write fanficton, so this gave me a bit of faith back in myself. 3. I finished it. Seriously, I consider that a major accomplishment. Plus, I managed to have Miles drawing stick figure porn. That deserves a nod if nothing else.

Suimin no Gen'ei (Illusion of Sleep) (Slayers: Gourry/Zel) - Okay, I really don't know why, but I had to put this one. Both heart-wrenching and heart-warming, plus it has NotDumb!Gourry.

Dance of the Full Moon (Slayers: Gourry/GirlChanging!Zel- This has been incomplete since the dawn of time, and sadly I lost my muse when revulo stopped poking fun at it. But it was fun, it was crack, it was Zel as a woman... what's not to love about that? Plus the ice cream scene, can't not mention the ice cream scene.

Lumina's Dreamer & Sadiki's Harmony (FFX: Braska/<=Rin=>/Tidus) - They're tied, but it's confusing because they're also somewhat connected. And while I've for the most part been a very strange Rin/Tidus fan for FFX, the Braska/Rin pairing came out of left field and smacked me upside the head. I learned not to question when that happens, just write and hope it comes out in the wash.

tagging Gnome, Kalli, Miracle, Revulo, and Ronda

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(8:51 am PT) - 08/08/08
[link] - (groggy)

I haven't fallen off the face of the earth, honest. I've just been writing to the exclusion/detriment of all else and it went a lot further than I imagined it would. Some of it's up, but I haven't added the new content that's still in the doc file yet.

Other than that, not much else has been going on. I'll probably start making final con plans after the 18. (Decided after much consideration to just go bus again.) Couple of pieces I want from Holy Clothing. And I'm getting boots this year. That fit. And don't kill me.

08/08/08, I've been waiting for you since 2000. Hello.

This post brought to you by a serious lack of sleep and narrowly avoiding one of those streaming consciousness rambles.

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(1:19 pm PT) - take one down, pass it around...
[link] - (groggy)

And before I make the fail again, birthday wishes to Ki today. As I wished for Gnome, I hope it's a good one, or at least stress free.

Now technically, since it's the third here, that should extend to Gnome again, but given it's the fourth where she is, Gnome is expired. /^^;;

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(5:11 am PT) - My life is full or arghs
[link] - (groggy)

I have an apartment inspection today. I woke up against my will at 3am. I just got through scouring the internet archive for some proof for the date of a fic to prove plagerism. (Not my fic. Actually, if anyone's stolen anything of mine, they've hidden themselves well.) 60% of my belongings are still packed in boxes and need to be moved into this closet that thinks it's a room, before the inspection starts. And I'm getting a cold.

... but, on the bright side, I can start working on the cake in a jar gifts.

It's the little things I depend on to get through life.

I need to find some boxes that will fit the chocolate penises. They're a bit... large. Also, I tend to name all my drink mixes. I'm thinking for the cappuccino of going with "cheapo cappuccino".

Hey, my sister chuckled at least.

Speaking of which, she wanted to know if I allowed real people slash on my site. (Hell no) I told her for $5 a month, I'll set up an archive on my place for her and her roommate. I think they're going for 90s slash. We'll see what she says. Otherwise, I'll point her to AFF for just some place to post.

Randomly, the history of the word cappuccino is fascinating.

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(2:46 am PT) - argh
[link] - (groggy)

I've been suffering from insomnia for the past 3 days now. Which is to say I can't even get more than an hour or two of sleep during the day, and damn near zilch at night. This has left me very drained and listless, which is the worst thing I need to feel when I still have all the gifts to finish and gather.

Dear body, reboot.

Let's see, I have received goods. Two lovely doujinshi (a Get Backers I actually didn't have, and a HUGS 58) from Mirchan, and the first Spiral dvd from Ki. (Now if I can convince two family units to get 2 and 3, that's half the whole shebang there.)

Upon eating the tester chocolate for this year, I find there's only one way you can eat it, unless you're one of those who likes breaking theirs into little pieces... in which case, don't eat it around any guys.

My brother's friend, upon hearing about all my x-rated chocolate making, tried to challenge me into making chocolate vaginas, to which I pointed out that I'd have nobody to give them to. The majority of my family is female, the majority of my OL friends and acquaintances are female, and the majority of them are yaoi and/or slash fans. Really, why would I make them, even on a dare?

Now if I have a selling market, perhaps. Though really, I'd have more fun making boob pops, especially if I can colour the nipple.

I suppose it's just as well I don't live as close as I'd like to some of you. I'd wind up being known as the odd friend who delivers a penis cake on birthdays all the time.

Must force self... to sleep...
...after looking at Kyou Kara Maoh... or Advent Children... or Meine Liebe... ::fires up Media Player::

Random end note: Curse of Darkness, Trevor mode. Trevor's backside shimmies. That is all.

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(7:38 pm PT) - sleep pattern... disrupted
[link] - (groggy)

Thanks everyone for all the suggestions. I think I've made a decision.

Mirchan, Hotmail was very slow in delivering that last email. I'm glad it was only a minor accident, and hope you recover soon.

My sibs and I have gotten on an oldschool games kick. I think I rue the day I showed them the NES and SNES emus and roms. ::chuckles::

Nothing much else going on, just trying to get ready for con takeoff. Oh yes, if anyone wants/needs my home phone (no, don't have a cell this year), email me or use the contact form and I'll send it to you.

::wanders off to play Harvest Moon::

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(9:58 pm PT) - ugh, bad time to sleep
[link] - (groggy)

I basically took today off from the net. Not my computer, though, as I was playing my SNES emu. I'd forgotten how frustrating A Link to the Past could be. I thought I was stuck, until I found a rom editor.

No one can find more ways to cheat at a game than I.

Anyway, if I missed anything, um, tell me.

Moonchan, I just wanted to again thank you, that really is a lovely pic, and I'll send a colour copy over once I'm done.

Larissa, Ah, I see. Lush and GV sound like interesting places. (Too bad I'll probably be more broke than not.) As far as group size, um, I have no preference other than I get a bit quieter the larger the group. (Because I generally suck as a conversationalist anyway.) If that's fine, then there's no problem for me.

Made a big mistake, laying down for a nap around 6. Was hoping to just rest for an hour, but no didn't wake up until 9:30 because the hour I could've been resting, my family decided to bug me about a problem that, with a little thought, they would've realised the answer to already.

Grr. Sleep pattern, ruined.

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(2:37 am PT) - Really...
[link] - (groggy)

Really really really... I need to find a way that people who aren't registered on my site can still get some sort of reply notification, (like sign-up if you entered your email address), so I don't have to constantly make separate posts to respond too comments.

Kit, I hadn't even noticed it was done by the same artist. (The art has enough differences for me not to make the connection, and I seldom recognise the names.) I may rethink it, or just get the first volume and see. Like I said, it seems less annoying that FY, which gives me a migraine just thinking about it.

And now, to go cure my insomnia. Somehow...

Randomly, IE6, I despise you. That is all.

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(10:59 pm PT) - Huh boy
[link] - (groggy)

Anyone looking for me today, well not only did I have an eye exam, (passed, no glasses needed for the time being), but when I got home, I did some coding, then laid down for what was supposed to be a light rest. This was at 6:30 pm. Unfortunately, my body had other ideas, and didn't wake up until 10:20 pm. Yeah. So any replies, comments, comentaries, etc, will be forthcoming tomorrow.

Man, my sleep pattern is screwed.

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(9:39 pm PT) - Saiyuki RELOAD
[link] - (groggy)

So the DVD made it's way to my oh-so-hot little hands today, along with nice artbox and nifty pencil board. So we have the Geneon dub instead of the ADV one now.

Important note, I an a dubfan. I'm not apologising, because I don't really care what anyone else thinks about that. I've had my fair share of people wanting to treat dubfans as lepers, so I'm saying this now to get it off my chest. Don't like me for that, tough shit. My life is not going to crumble into a million pieces just because I prefer hearing things in a language outside the original. Dubsnobs of that magnitude, please go do something else entertaining. This isn't the post for you one way or another.

Let me say that while I did look at fansubs of the original, that was so long ago that I forget how the voices sound. Nor do I have any RELOAD fansubs, so I don't know if the Japanese cast changed. therefore I'm going into this based solely on what I know of the characters personalities, and what I think would fit in that regards.

on to the point

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(5:26 am PT) - Forgot the instructions
[link] - (groggy)

Kalli: I ♥ you.

Sharachan: So sorry. I actually had a letter to put into every box with instructions, but like a nut, I packed everything, shipped, and then came home to a pile of letters. *headdesk*

To everyone, in case you're wondering, the bath salt and bath oil are both simply additives to bath water for scent, though the salt also has some muscle soothing properties.

Maybe in the coming months I can work on something to use in a shower.

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(1:30 am PT) - A note to reality
[link] - (groggy)

Dear Life, Reality, or whoever's in charge,
   Please give me and my OL friends a break, kthx.
- LN

In other news, 2 gmail invites left, though from the look of things, I think mostly everyone has Gmail by now.

zzzzz...

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(11:17 am PT) - RightStuf, please...
[link] - (groggy)

Dear RightStuf,
   I appreciate the great care you've put into licensing and dubbing Gravitation, (regardless of what others think). I really enjoy those collectable "backstage passes" you've put into the DVDs. Honestly, it's been great. However, this sending it to me super freakin' early thing? Um, can you stop it? You screw up my finances something fierce, especially when I'm not expecting you to pull the money until the date listed on your site? There can be such a thing as too dedicated. In fact, instead of sending me the Gravi DVDs early, why not send me the other things I ordered that's LATE, m'kay? - LN

In other news, the missing Ki has been found.

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(10:00 pm PT) - Randomly
[link] - (groggy)

I keep starting to write, then deleting what I see. At this rate, I'll never get anything done.

On an unrelated event, I've acquired a lavendar and red crystal ball. The red one is quite beautiful in a strangely dark sort of way. This brings the count up to three. Yes, I'm now collecting crystal balls, sue me.

Achaea has swallowed my soul. I just wish some of the other players weren't so frivolous with some of the communication channels.

Ki has apparently dropped off the face of the earth. Sad.

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(3:07 am PT) - Ugh
[link] - (groggy)

It is very very late, and I am very very tired. I no longer care if Locuran breaks in another browser. I just don't. It looks good to me. If it breaks, get the rss feed in LJ or something to avoid it. I'm just too tired to bother with checking all the different browsers and resolutions. That, and IE sucks, with Opera displaying IE suckage properties.

Yes, you heard me, IE sucks. But it's still the most used browser around, so people code for that, forcing bad code design as a result. I saw screw it. I've had enough.

And Opera really has no excuse, what with having a pricetag on thair browser.

I'm now going to drag my very very tired self to a very very comfortable bed.

Very very.

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(8:19 am PT) - Gone again
[link] - (groggy)

Once more I'll be out of commission for a few days. I'm taking the comp to Tony. He says with that software he's getting, he should be able to recover the HD and install it back on this comp, then I can bring it back home and move the info, but I believe I already mentioned this. I'm not sure how long it will be with Tony, so just assume (bad word) I'll be gone the entire week. (Yeah, like anyone actually misses me.)

Before I forget, Mirchan, Raine, I'm sorry, there's going to be a further delay in your packages. I don't think I'll be able to do it before May now. I'll try before then, but that's when I get some more cash, so it would be easier at that time. Again, sorry about that.

If anyone knows of any good/decent DVD file burning software, and DVD ripping proggies, leave a comment with info here, please, thanks.

Lastly, anyone with a good head for business who knows where I can sell crocheted gooeds, especially afghans/blankets?

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(8:34 pm PT) - Today's total: 41 rows, 6 skeins, 4 days, and too many missed stitches to count
[link] - (groggy)

But that's okay about missed stitches, because 1: I can just increase in the next row, which is an imperfect fix; and 2: it's so big, bulky, and multicoloured, you can't see the imperfections. Not to mention a run through the washer and dryer will probably settle the whole thing anyway.

Mirchan - one word, ouch. Let's add a few more of those, ouch ouch owie. Hope that cut isn't causing you too much trouble.

Domino - I'm hoping to be through with the afghan no later than Sunday, which will mean the whole thing would have taken me a week. Not bad for a beginner. Anyway, after that, I'll try and catch up with you to talk about the pairing situation. Oh yes, and I wasgoing to wait until they finished the online reservation form to grab a room, but if it's not up by Monday, I'll just call it in.

No writing done today. Blargh to me.

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(2:25 pm PT) - Ugh
[link] - (groggy)

I owe people comments, info, and a hell of a lo of other stuff, especially over at LJ. And I'm going to get to it, as soon as I get some sleep. I wake up around 8 (keep in mind I'm nocturnal), and I'm practically kidnapped and taken far far away from my creature comforts, while I'm fighting the Crimson Army, and without painkillers.

How I managed not to kill anybody is beyond me.

So those waiting for a response of some sort, I'll get to it this evening, I promise. I'm just really tired right now.

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(9:42 pm PT) - Small personal sort o' thing
[link] - (groggy)

Domino, at Ko-chan's request, do you have the link to that LoZ/KoF fic you mentioned? She's a masochist, and I'm a sadist, so...

Mina, No no, I don't meant I'm having trouble with the pairing, just the little Mille devil sitting on my shoulder muse in my head. He's being very naughty.

Raine, should I go ahead and work on an RSS for for BT?

Lately I've been feeling quite tired. I don't know why, and I really don't like it. Unfortunately, I know if I see a male doctor, all he'll say is I need more exercise and lose weight. No, fuckwad, that's not it. I was fine a couple of weeks ago. I take vitamins to counter my less than stellar eating habits for one. I didn't alter my habits to warrant this kind of feeling for another. ::sigh:: Male doctors annoy me, thinking all female problems lie in their weight.

Kit has a poetry workshop. I am teh jealous.

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(8:34 pm PT) - And the results...
[link] - (groggy)

I hate this area.

Seems some kind of box on the outside was shot. No, not shot in the figurative "it's FUBAR'ed" sense, but literally shot by a stray bullet shot.

Anyway, it's being worked on as I type, though I'm still on a borrowed line. Don't know if I'll be on tonight, but definitely on tomorrow.

Finally, ladies, you may either laugh your ass off or scream and run for the hills

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(11:42 am PT) - Crapping out Quizzes
[link] - (groggy)

Yes, that time again, when I gather the quizzes together and belt them out in one massive crapload. That being said, if the links no longer work, it's because it's outdated, though it was current at the time I took the darn thing.

Anyway, to save my front page and LJ friends the grief, I'm moving it to my extended entry box. You'll have to actually come to Locuran to see it. There should be an item link on the LJ feed, but for the lazy amongst you, here's an obvious one.

(Quiz Crapping)

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(9:12 pm PT) - ...
[link] - (groggy)

For the record, if you're trying to sell me a popup blocker, creating a pop up that takes up my entire screen and requires me to press enter before I can get it back is not the way to do it.

Translation, screw you, screw your popup blocker, and I'd say screw your mom if I hadn't already.

Now, that out the way...

I hope everyone understands my things to you will be late, for which I apologise. But it is coming. I wouldn't dream of depriving you of your fudgepackers.

Mirchan - hope you're feeling better. Just hearing about that machine gives me the heeblies.

Raine - ::hugs:: Glad to see you somewhat back. We were worried, dear.

Crappers, my sleeping pattern is so f-ed up it's annoying me to no end. And I have some words stuck in my head, but they don't know how they want to come out. And basically, this season has been teh stressful. I so can not wait for the 26th. Goddess give me strength.

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(8:13 pm PT) - Progress
[link] - (groggy)

White chocolate fudge packers have been done. Dark chocolate finished tomorrow. Tomorrow's also the last day to let me know your addie. So far I have: Domino, Ki, Ko-chan, Mina, and Moonchan.

Domino: Looking forward to the pic.
Moonchan: I did email you. Did it get deleted?

::goes to rest from the first attack of the Crimson Squad::

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(9:15 am PT) - ::yawn::
[link] - (groggy)

Dear world,
I'm still here.

Unfortunately, so are you.

I know the feeling is mutual.

But thanks for the wind.
-LN


Mirchan, hope you're doing okay. Please make sure you email me soon as you're feeling up to it.

Kit and Domino, My snail mail addie will be sent to you Monday. Oh yes, Kit, the postcards. Nice idea. I think we should all start doing that. Have you sent one to Raine, perhaps? Speaking of which, have you heard anything from Raine? Doesn't she have a Bday coming up?

NaNoWriMo progress: Light at end of the tunnal. Just have to sit down and do it. No freakin' later than Sunday if RL doesn't try to screw me over.

And I have so much anime and games waiting for me when I'm done. I'm going to spend a good two days just buzzing out on it in celebration of surviving the insanity for another year.

Okay, think that's it. If I owe you something, or there's business between us, leave a message, and I'll get back to you asap. (So, like, day before Turkey Day or something.)

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(7:22 am PT) - Oh yeah
[link] - (groggy)

I forgot, anyone who wants to follow the NaNo project, but doesn't have an LJ, I can give you a code (long as they hold out). You don't have to use it, (I rarely use mine), but it's good to have just for interacting with other LJ users.

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(9:28 am PT) - ::crash::
[link] - (groggy)

I am home.

I am tired.

I am crashing.

Will report in full later.

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(11:42 pm PT) - Okay, contrary to popular belief
[link] - (groggy)

I can spell. I'm fairly proficient at it. And if I don't know how to spell something (and I'm not being lazy), I know how to use a dictionary. As far as grammer goes, outside of those pesky prepositions that have always eluded my grasp, I know how to wield that moderately well, too.

So, that being said, it's become apparent that what my brain knows has not being making it down to my fingers. Before the brain can say, "Wait, let's look that over once," the fingers have already typed it out, flipped it off, and hit the submit button.

In short, my brain is smart. My fingers are stupid assholes.

Thank you.

(And Domino, I'll assume hotmail took my reply I sent and masturbated with it. Yes, I got the money. I'm leaving it all in my account for now. Safer that way.)

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(9:44 am PT) - Sometimes all you can do is shake your head
[link] - (groggy)

Writing With Elvish Fonts

No, I do not make that up. That is the link as I ran across it. I'm sure someone will find this useful. I, however, can only shake my head and think, "Some things are just taken a little too far."

Next up, spell writing and casting for Hogwarts. I'm sure it's out there, somewhere.

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(12:19 am PT) - Troll? No, but the username says it all.
[link] - (groggy)

You know the two things I find amusing about this person? One, they have no fics up. So all they do is go around reading others and finding the flaws in them or reporting anything that's got too much lemon. Two, the fact that they say Xing pays out his own pocket. Perhaps he does absorb some of the cost, but then there'd be no advertising, and no need to have "premium" services that he charges for if he payed everything out his own pocket.

One day all the yaoi writers will leave ff.net, and I won't ever have to actually sift through the garbage again. Until then, unfortunately, some good writers still don't know they have options, so I have to go wherever they post.

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(8:23 pm PT) - No life
[link] - (groggy)

I'm still working on "that archive," it's just that I made a supreme error for an addictive personality such as mine. Let this be a lesson to me. Don't by a game like Animal Crossing, then follow it right on the heals with any Castlevania game. I will forgo reality to either play with beautiful whip and/sword baring males, or else run around a town full of anthropomorphised animals doing errands and trying to pay off my house mortgage.

Have raging headache, will give eyes a break.

To those I know, don't take my silence as me being standoffish. But take it for a lack of knowing what to say, and preferring silence to boring you with truly inane chattering. Goddess knows that's one thing I'll always hate, so why inflict it on others?

So, nothing major to say other than I'm still breathing, working, and getting my soul sucked out of me through the games.

Though I draw the line at waking up around six a.m. just to have my character join the morning aerobics class.

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(9:51 am PT) - Today
[link] - (groggy)

I am older, I am (hopefully) wiser, and I am... tired. Sheesh.

Interesting note. On this day in 1920, the 19th Amendment was ratified, giving women the right to vote. No wonder I'm such a feminist.

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(8:34 pm PT) - Don't mind me...
[link] - (groggy)

Don't mind me or the silence, I'm just annoyed working on a site. It's 98% done, I just have to figure how to redo the menu to accomodate more links. For the curious, here. If you don't know the MO now, it's yaoi/shounen ai oriented. m/m. It's in the testing stages right now. I'll need more testers, and a contact page. Making the page, no problem. Figuring out where to put the link, problem. Oh yes, not backwards compatible, so Netscape 4 and such? Forget it.

It's hot, I'm unusually irritated with no good reason why, and I just don't know. I hate when I'm in such a state, because nothing makes sense, yet I'm annoyed. (Actually, there's a very good reason for my annoyance at this point, but I don't want to bore you with it.)

I want to write. But, can't. Not until this site is finished.

Someone just murder me already. I'm ready for the afterlife.

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(7:56 am PT) - Ugh
[link] - (groggy)

I was actually pretty worn out Sunday from going downtown with Kit and Korax Saturday. And I still feel craptacular. Fortunately, there's drugs.

And there's a certain sadness to eating your last available box of pocky. Especially milk.

DSL cut off last night. Did not want to come on. After several failed attempts, I said screw it and went to sleep. I should have kept trying, because I had just as much trouble falling asleep, and on the rare occassions I did, those dreams make delusional crack addicts look sane and logical.

And now, I go to take drugs, then hammer on layout. I got the frontpage, so only a dozen other pages to work on...

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(7:28 am PT) - quickies
[link] - (groggy)

Two things happened that lets me know it's going to be a weird day.

1. The power went out. But I wasn't on my comp, so I don't know if the battery pack would have worked.

2. I'm getting virus ladened spam through the McAfee domain. I just sent them an email. Let's see if/how they respond.

I'm going back to bed.

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(9:55 pm PT) - Red days
[link] - (groggy)

I actually wasn't planning on posting today. (Crimson Tide came in.) But Harlen made something I felt should be shared.

For your enjoyment, Stick figure buttsex

Will post later when I'm feeling more human

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(11:36 am PT) - Quickly
[link] - (groggy)

Aglandiir - about your last comment, I love you.

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(1:17 pm PT) - Ugh...
[link] - (groggy)

Quickly...
Mirchan - Glad to see you're doing well. Along with a Japanese bath, another thing I would suggest is the previously mentioned spa unit from Conair. It's heaven when you use it right, though I won't say what it is when you use your imagination.

Domino - I think I found one schedule that will get me there around 8-9pm. However, if you can, would you check and see if there's a casino around the greyhound station? If I get the much cheaper casino fare, I'd be dropped off there instead of the terminal, so I want to know is it worth the trouble.

Mina - You want your boobs? You'll have to come and get them. They won't listen to me and leave like I ask them to.

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(10:11 pm PT) - Alive and wishing otherwise
[link] - (groggy)

I'm breathing, or rather, drooling. Yes, warn spittle to run on my pillow... oh lovely pillow. It cushions the head as my mnd breaks free of reality. And my mind, it is kind to me, for it's recently been layering my dreams with an endless supply of bishounen and biseinen.

Oh lovely mind.

But for now, I'm going to drool in the corner instead as my poor, besodden mind reassembles itself from the months long torture I've put it through.

The program is complete.

But I can't celebrate yet. I need to test the publishing feature and design the fic layout.

Then... then I collapse.

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(11:26 pm PT) - Status Report
[link] - (groggy)

Let's see... Kit gave me a slaphug (I knew I could count on a slap from you /^^; ), a Laguna slaphug from Domino (he slaps like a woman, I swear), a pat from Mirchan (Some people need to be slapped, trust me), and hugs from Mina (I'll take a break after I get my KH site into beta testing).

Alright, I got my drugs again. It's going to take at least a couple of days to get back into my system and for me to feel somewhat abnormal again, but I'll at least post and let everyone know how it goes. Barring unforseen incidents, maybe I'll be able to chat over the weekend. Here's to hope.

Randomly, Miyamoto should have his balls covered in honey and attacked by killer ants. This is punishment for the major ass-crack known as Ocarina of Time - Master Quest.

Happened to grab a graphic novel retelling of OoT, pretty nice, but even there, I can't believe Sheik is supposed to be Zelda. Maybe I'll post the scans I have later if anyone is curious.

Took drugs, feeling sleepy, just wanted everyone to know and not to worry. And no, I don't plan on letting this happen again. I just refuse to see that particular doctor again. Geez, every known article I've read about BiP all clearly state that weight loss or gain is a sympton, not a fucking cause.

I'd like for all those male doctors who insist I walk around my neighborhood, (especially in the evenings), try doing it and see how long they last before they run away in abject terror. I wonder what part of "dangerous neighborhood" they don't understand when I tell them.

And fuck you, society, for insisting that all females look like Barbie to be taken seriously. Oh, wait, then we're just seen as sex objects. When do we get taken seriously?

Women, revolt. Withhold sex and carry large garden shears.

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(1:13 pm PT) - ::shrugs::
[link] - (groggy)

A quick gift for Raine. I would have tried coloring her in, but I didn't know what her natural colors were.

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(1:25 am PT) - Ugh
[link] - (groggy)

It's around 1:15am as I start typing this. I just woke up from falling into bed from sheer and utter emotional exhaustion. So I missed chatting tonight. Lovely.

I'll have to just catch people tomorrow.

Domino - I had meant to try to visit this month, but someone hit me for $50. And with the way February is looking, I won't be able to until March or so. Wonderful. BTW, did you manage to connect via ftp?

Ki - sorry, see about as to my absense. I'll try and catch you in the morning. If you don't see me, call me on your way to work.

In other news, I got the first Music Generator back for the PS1. The one for the computer is okay, but if I use it, I can't do anything else. Besides, I was still learning when David loaned it out, so I still need training wheels. I'm happy with the currently forming song, so maybe I'll have new material soon.

Oh yes, before I forget, in need of decent Gojyo and/or Hakkai pics, preferably of them together, but will take anything. Large as possible.

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