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As I thought, didn't dream. I can't blame myself for last night, though. I was really exhausted.

And I have to go somewhere tomorrow...

I'm wondering what it's like to bury myself in the scent of someone else who has a hold of my very soul. Or if the term soulmate really has meaning.

Maybe that's what the God and Goddess are to each other...

Do you still practice Wiccan, Kit? Just curious. I don't know why, but I'm thinking of getting a deck of Tarot cards... just to see.

"And the metalic blue dolphins go 'round and 'round on the gyroscope."

Society's standards for sanity dictates that it's too risky to lose one's self completely within another for long stretches of time. I agree, if only because one can lose themselves as an individual.

But still, I wonder what those brief moments when it's safe to do so feel like.

"We don't commit violent acts because we don't want to get in troube, not because we don't want to cause violence. But you have to admit, some people take up space..."

I wonder what it's like to forget reality in the span of the heartbeat of another...

"Perhaps there's a reason she doesn't dream. She really shouldn't be trying so hard, I say..."

These things I have to find elsewhere, and try and capture the words to paint to a different canvas, but it's never like the original.

"Dreams can be nightmares too, and who wants to remember those? Even if we do..."

....I'm just wondering why these things are bothering me now. Seems like I should have thought about this a lot sooner.

Did I ever mention my mom reads palms? She doesn't charge, and real 'psychics' do it for free anyway. She once read one guy's palm and asked him if he'd ever been sick in his life, to the point of dying. He said no, never, and thought mom was joking. But he went back and asked his mother, who said that yes, when he was an infant, he'd gotten ill and they weren't sure he was going to make it.

She said the minute she ever tries to charge for her gift, she's certain she'll lose it. Integrity.

...I don't care if it's inexpensive computer stuffs, I don't want to go tomorrow...