Left SRB. I will always follow my first mind, which told me do not get involved. It is not my place.
I am not meant to be in a group anything.
Perhaps I must accept the fact that I am a single entity and not meant to join with any other.
Well... it's a rather gut-wrenching thing to admit. In truth, it's quite stomach turning.
I think some part of me has finally died...
...or at least let it go.
Yes, it's unpleasant, to put it mildly. I was hoping I would not have to accept this as fact, but... it may be that is indeed the case.
So I suppose this is ripping the bandage off a tender wound. Still painful, but it'll heal.
And there is... one. A being who is not. If in fact I am not to find some place with another entity, then at the very least, I have this person who is not...
I will have him... until my last breath. So... I will heal.
Fate was never known for doing as we wanted it to, but I'm adaptable.
