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9/10/2001

Six hour 'catnaps' are not healthy. But what can I do until I get use to... those. ::glares at pills::

Gomen, Harlen. I didn't mean to not say anything about your B-day. Hell, I don't even remember what the @#&$ I did that day or the day after. Not an excuse, though. ::plans to con-vince brother to make song as gesture of forgiveness::

Haven't gotten package yet, Kit. I'll give it until Tuesday before I start shooting people.

Sorry, minna. I haven't really been doing my normal journal circuit, either. When I say I've been hazed, I mean hazed.

I admit to taking small 2-2 1/2 catnaps during the day, usually anytime between the hours of 1 and 4. (I'm a leo, catnaps are a given, trust me) However, we're talking me... in a coma... between 10am-5pm.

I swear, they could do major surgery on me and I wouldn't notice.

Yesterday was a little better. Instead of just hours of sleeping, I kept taking these mini naps all day, wake up, do something, go back...

So I'm getting used to it.

But I hate hazing and I don't see how people would want to do drugs if it makes you feel like that because I need to feel connected to my body and it's only my mind I like to send out into space and the great beyond so my imagination can go where it will but not this no never like this it isn't real there's nothing remotely "cool" about it and oh gods it's frightening how can anyone like feeling this way and so far away from within their own self a good book can do a better job and you can come back when you want to but this takes me away and I'm afraid I'll never find my way back.

"Reasons Gen would never consider anything harder than a good Screwdriver"

Anyway, that's also the reason I haven't been logging entries with my usual routine. Being hazed doesn't leave much for one to write.

But again, I'm getting use to it. I wonder in my melancholy writing rants will have survived the trip. Well, if I can't be insane one way, I'll just have to find another...

Later, I will do the YnM review scene, though I feel cheated. ::sulks:: No Watari.



 Comments: 1 sigh



It's alright, Gen. You don't have to go out of your way or anything. I understand, stuff happens, yanno?

And you know, this may just be me, but having no clue what I did on those days would suffice as an excuse in my book.

Harlen - 9/10/01
( 1:17 p.m. )