I should reiterate. I'm not saying anybody does want me to say anything. Mainly that I don't know what I should be saying. ("Say" in the figurative sense.) I don't care about other parties, really, I'm just concerned with my own self and how I should be reacting/dealing/coping.
It's been very quiet here the last two days. Yesterday I was alone, today it was just me and my brother. Unfortunately, I guess I'm dropping off a manic episode, which leaves only one other kind. My truly severe depression attacks always make me do one thing. Sleep. A perfectly good day gone to way as I slept through it. And I wasn't physically tired, just mentally drained. I hate days like those. I want to get up and do soemthing, but I just can't.
Anyway, in regards to the actions of ones character. Had it been a case of said character being murdered or killed in an accident, I would think that yes, that part the character represents is or has simply died off. But it was a suicide. To me, that indicates a desire to kill/repress the part that character represents.
At least, that's how I see it.
I haven't killed any of mine off, though some I'm more protective of than others. Those I'd like to kill off I can't, which means it's probably more an external aspect of my life than any internal piece of my own psyche.
Not much else to say. Still in a fog, so I'll stop here.
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. . . that's very creepy.
I'm going to stop thinking about it now.
( 9:02 p.m. )